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I got a funny feeling we missed a page or two somehow Ohh-ohhhh, Cinderella, maybe you could help us out Does the shoe fit you now
Through the years and the kids and the jobs
Hey hey, Cinderella, what's the story all about
We're older but no more the wise -- suzy bogguss -- |
What to do... I was finally able to keep some soup and crackers down at lunch. I'm still completely stressed with no outlet what so ever and it's insane. I've always been able to capture my feelings in my work, this time, I can't for some reason. I hate this feeling of helplessness. Of not knowing what to do in a situation or even where to begin. Sure, I've had issues come up before that were life altering, but I always knew what to do, for better or worse. Like, when Mark cheated on me, beat me, abused me verbally, I divorced him. When he then raped me and got me pregnant, I had an abortion. When I realized how much my parents were taking advantage of me, I cut them off. Now, I'm not saying I made the best decisions, but I always knew what to do. This time, I have no idea. I'm afraid to tell Scott, I'm petrified to tell Cole or my brother, and all three for the same reasons. They'd be on a killing mission within the hour. Bleck. I know you're all probably sick an tired of hearing me gripe, seems I've done a lot of that in this journal. I guess, that's why it's mine to do with what I please......
Brief - 2007-07-05
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