That's the way I feel, only more complex.
I don't tell you of the really bad times.
You judge.
You see me as strong, a pilliar of stregnth really, and I'm not. Not at all. But I'll continue to delude you.
Some times I think it would be easier to just stop loving, stop caring all together. What do you think, oh wise one, blank page that you are, you sure say a lot. Funny how it's all written from my own fingers, my own mind....my soul?
Is it really from my soul? You tell me. May not even be my own mind.
Am I going crazy? You be the judge.
Senseless ramblings, make no sense.
Heh.
Maybe it's just lack of sleep and nourishment. I tend to not eat when I'm stressed or upset. I also feel more awake when I lay down to sleep than any other time of the day.
I wonder if that's because my personal thoughts keep me amused, while work and office life bores me.
I got a funny feeling we missed a page or two somehow Ohh-ohhhh, Cinderella, maybe you could help us out Does the shoe fit you now
Through the years and the kids and the jobs
Hey hey, Cinderella, what's the story all about
We're older but no more the wise -- suzy bogguss -- |
Senseless Do you ever feel like something out there is pulling at you? Pulling you under, suffocating you? That's the way I feel, only more complex. I don't tell you of the really bad times. You judge. You see me as strong, a pilliar of stregnth really, and I'm not. Not at all. But I'll continue to delude you. Some times I think it would be easier to just stop loving, stop caring all together. What do you think, oh wise one, blank page that you are, you sure say a lot. Funny how it's all written from my own fingers, my own mind....my soul? Is it really from my soul? You tell me. May not even be my own mind. Am I going crazy? You be the judge. Senseless ramblings, make no sense. Heh. Maybe it's just lack of sleep and nourishment. I tend to not eat when I'm stressed or upset. I also feel more awake when I lay down to sleep than any other time of the day. I wonder if that's because my personal thoughts keep me amused, while work and office life bores me.
Brief - 2007-07-05
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